I FEEL STRESS!!!

nobody had any expectations of me. i am the one who place such high standards on myself because i want to score well. because i want to achieve great results so that u will be proud of me. so that i can make u smile. but the stress is too much for me now. i place a very high standard on myself, giving myself unwanted stress. and i guess its really taking a huge toll on me. i cant cope anymore. but still no matter how hard the going gets i have to struggle to carry on because i  want you to be happy, to be proud of me. i will and i must score!